Good morning friends, and happy Friday :-) i used to sit,
wait, and wish that "one day" i wouldn't struggle, fight, and live in
chaos as,i, did each and every day. the first thing i came to realize is that i
didn't have to lube that way. it is a choice. the worst prison anyone has to
escape from is ones mind. the process is long and slow, but I've learned the
tools to stay outta there. the truck is applying them. the disease of addiction
is centered around our mind, and the fact that we all suffer from busted
thinkers, games of perception, and self esteem issues. i was loved until i
learned to love myself. eventually i was able to quiet the committee in my
head, but i had to do some things. i used to think that ignorance was bliss. i
came to find out that knowledge is power. prayer, meditation, and music is how
i am able to quiet my mind. remaining positive, especially in negative
situations, staying out of self and helping others is also key. when i find
myself getting lost up there i now know what to do, again having a choice.
calling someone, talking to my hp, etc. the deal here is simple. you can
overcome anything IF YOU'RE WILLING TO DO THE WORK. it's all about the action.
nobody's going to do it for you, in fact they can't. it's your mind, your
responsibility. so own up to it. my "one day" finally got here, and
today i have way more good days than bad ones. positive action = positive
attitude. have a great day/weekend folks. -I'm out.